Wednesday, December 17, 2008

And Just Like That

And just like that its gone????.

My exact feelings right now are ........ Idk how to explain it but i kind of feel lost. I know my blog has been looking sad lately but my emotions are all over the place. Thats crazy because now i just feel emotionless, empty and almost lost . Like you do something that you think will help the situation , or better something but then it flips the script and does the exact opposite of what u wanted.Thats crazy . I hate to feel like this ,I dont want things to be done just like that . Options and Choices ... FUCK EM lol . fuck the options and fuck making choices . (pardon my language)when u want someone thats all that matters.I go after what I want .It totally sucks , and yet again it feels like theres no one to turn to . Just yesterday I was saying how I want Iv for Christmas and today im on this emotional downfall because theres a huge chance we're done . UGH! wthell ..Hopefully things will work out and we will both realize that . everything works out in due time i guess, or thats what they say atleast ............:(

3 comments:

Latoya said...

YES THINGS WILL WORK OUT

goooooood girl said...

your blog is feel good......

{E} said...

don't worry tash you'll wake up and laugh about this later on.. i've known u for like 4 years and you are very resilient so son't sweat it sweetheart