UGH CHRISTMAS

Like I said before , I know im supposed to be all happy and ish but omg 12:01 came and got ultra sad.like about to cry , fighting back tears sad UGHHHHHH!!Maybe because I know my family will never be what a "normal" family will be . Or maybe its because I know no one ever thinks to actuallly get me anything that Ill remember ... HMMM! Maybe its because I almost always feel unappreciated and never really get the love or affection i feel i deserve .. I feel happy as hell for those who have that warmth within them , and feel appreciated and have that family there for them. Im sure its an amazing feeling . I hope everyone is safe today , get everything they wish for ... stay with good health and happiness . :)... IMA TAKE IT DOWN .. ULTRA SAD ..