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So as my earlier post showed I was going through something,this one wont be diff . I feel kinda dumb that I continue to be a little puppet. Steady putting my happiness aside to please . This isnt geared towards any one in specific .

Im starting to hate what we have . I love it for the most part but its always on your terms. You dont want it , it wont happen . Tash want it , it still wont happen lol. THAT STINKS. You're in my heart , Am I in yours? You're in my mind, Am I in yours? You keep wondering why im always crying , its because youre hurting my obviously .Thought things wouldve been better or changed by now , they get good at times only to be back at the same thing. You wont get it through ya head that hmmm maybe I should do good by her. Maybe she might just dismiss this for good.. Then again would u even give a fuck?Maybe not because in your eyes your cool , youre fly and ya swag is where it is ..?? WRONG. I cant be happy for you anymore , I need to be happy for me to . IDK what it is but once you get comfortable with things they go back to the old thing . We been at this to long to have this ruined now . Im starting to not care about anything anymore and i definitely dont want you to be apart of that . Then again , would you care?