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Okay , so I owe Chris this post. I told him I was gonna write a blog about this topic like a month ago (not really ,maybe 2 weeks) and still havent gotten around to it because my mind either goes blank or its allll over the place whenever its mentioned. literally.

To me , Love is kinda weird. I think a lot of people over use it ,but then try to put it in a catergory with things they really love. Like you dont put your associates or people you hate in the same catergories as ya friends so why do it with this word. Im not saying you should praise this word,but as far as I know this word defins your best feelings .At times i feel like there has to be just one more word , that can express ya feelings PAST "love".Like I have very strong feelings for things , then I absolutely love things . When I love people, I give my all . I would risk my life for the things I love .I feel refreshed when Im around the people . My worries go out the window with them . I feel like I can conquer all with them. Idk if Im making sense but I really cant describe it . I just know I feel complete.

As far as Chris and his relationship. IN MY OPINION he is a sucker for love times 1934743 for real . Im not saying that its bad but i guess everyone handles it differently . Like pretty much what I got out of what he was sayin is , the feelin he gets when he thinks of her is mindblowing . Like when he was typing I felt like he was a little kid eatting ice cream and sprinkles (cuz u knoooo that lil kids NEED the sprinkles lol). He just seemed so happy talking about them . Like he loves their clingyness I dont think I could stand it .(constant texting , phone calls , always seeing each other if I could ehhhhhhh). I love my independenc he was saying he doesnt think there is such thing as independence when youre in a relationship.Like me and him have two very different opinion about it but at the end of he day its still love. THATS CRAZYYYY TO ME LOL..Although I do think that Chris you should be careful .Almost everyone I know , or everyone I have heard about get their heart broken because they are TOOOO open .And you my friend , seems a bit open lol..

I just want love and to be loved.

T CUBED

YAYYYYYY SO I REACHED MY 100TH POST , SO WHY NOT TALK ABOUT SOMETHING CLOSE TO MY HEART RIGHT ? RIGHT.

T-CUBED aka 3ts consist of me (Tasha) ,Tamara , and Tiara .. If you didnt get why people call us that clearly its because our first names start with T {{{DUH}}} .. Okay so we have known each ther for HELLA years . Me and Tamara met when we were 4. Then we met Tiara when we were 6 . So we have all known each other for about 14 yrs. THATS CRAZYY to me . We al have our problems with each other , at times we all dont speak and all that other drama but we love each other none the less.Ill post pics up later on us back then and now ..LMFAO .I love us . I love all 100000000000 insiders we have lol.I love when we go to the mall and girls look at us like wtf,just because we are different. We all live in "the hood" yet we dont let "the hood" define us. We are all three ambtious chicas, classy, with a lot of crazy .We know we dont have to be like everyone else .If someone doesnt like us for who we are , they can be out. We all click yet we are alll completely diff. We love having fun.When we are tgether we dont drink or get high yet if someone was lookin at us they would probably think so .Someone messes with one of us they mess with all of us . I loveee our bond ..::awww im getting a lil emotional:: IDK what I would do without them .SERIOUSLY ...

Tiara and Tamara ...Gucci and Louis V , Teenage Mike and Baby Mike ... I love yalll.

tamara f u got any OLD pics of all of us send them to me

Dorney Park vs 6 Flags

Okay in my last post I said some people prefer six flags better. Over here in Jersey we have to pretty close amusement parks as far as I know . We have Dorney Park which is in PA , and we have Six Flags which is in Jersey . They are both about the same distance from where I stay . Anywhooo ..

I like Dorney Park because its ultra cheap . Like you can go in the water park , and the rides for about 35 AT THE MOST lol.I always find a coupon or I go to Acme so its always cheaper. Last yr we paid 25 cuz a guy gave us a coupon ,how nice of him? You only have to wait on line for like 20 t 25 minutes at the most , and that is sooo much better than the 2.5 hrs you gotta wait on some rides at 6 flags.The one thing I must admit is , the rides are a little better at sixflags. They have kingdaka and all that other mess. Dorney Park is stepping their game up tho , so dont sleep on them . I guess its just preference . But I cant see me prefering a park thats about 65 just for the rides , 35 for the water park , and like 15 for the safari ... Like shiittt thats mad dough .You gotta wait online for at the least 1 hr .So you can get on all of 3 rides ..WTF . I THINK NOT!.

TAMARA AND TIARA WE GOTTA PLAN THIS A.S.A.PPPPP

Summer 09

Okay so Summer 09 has begun for alot of people .. Im gonna let a concert start off mine . SUMMER JAM YAYYYY!!. I am soo cited ..
Performers include but are def not limited to :
Mary J
The Dream
T-Pain
Young Jeezy
Jadakiss
Juelz Santana
Jim Jones

I said not limited to because EVERY YEAR some people always just "pop up" ..EVERY YEAR it also rains but I guess thats another story ... I HOPE NOT!!Lord please spare us.

So yea thats gonna start off my summer . That day Im just gonna relax , get pretty ,go to the concert have fun and leave it at that . I dont wnt any worries that day .

The rest of the summer is gonna be kinda weird because its gonna be like the first summer the 3ts wont be in action as much . We arent splitting up or anything but we all have our own agendas and its like sheeshh we really do have to grow up lol . If you dont kno who the 3ts are ill be sure to make my next blog about us.Tiara is gonna be in New Brunswick this summer for the most art because she is taking summer classes. Its not far but its def not 5 minutes away .I do know that we have t do our lil annual DORNEY PARK trip . I adore Dorney Park lol . Like I know HELLLLLA people like Six Flags better but ehh.

PLANS FOR SUMMER 09::
The concert

To go to N.C ...S.C .. and somewhere else

I never really go to beaches and I live in Jersey (thats like a sin here ) So I wanna go to some beaches..A FEW TIMES!

To live it up

To get atleast 2 more tats (yep i think its an addiction)

Going Hard

WHYTF is it that whenever someone goes hard , and has MAJOR tunnel vision its like 537456789 people trying to knock you down ??Seriously.

Okay it seems like all my life Ive wanted to do a lot . I know I am a go getter but I continuously listen to other peoples doubts about me and at times let it get to me . My family sucks major ass. Like they always wanted to see me fail , I was supposed to be pregnant right now , dropped out of school , not in college , no job ,pretty much nothing going for myself . {{I'M NOT SAYING THAT IF YOU ARE IN ANY OF THOSE SITUATIONS THAT YOU HAVE NOTHING GOING FOR YOU ,BUT THOSE ARE ROADS I DON'T WANT TO TRAVEL}}.

Idk why maybe i have some type of disorder but it seems like I like to take on any and everything .If I go somewhere I automatically try to figure out things to make the place better .For instance , I'm managing a band and trying oooohhh sooo hard to get their name out there in a positive light because I think their talent is the truth . Its a Neo-Soul , Jill Scott feel . I love it .People are ike LMAO who are they ?? Or all of a sudden thy become the best musicians alive and say dumb shit like Ohhh im better .. Homie , clearly youre a lame .But yea , thats one of my questions for the day .. WHY THE HELL do that ?? It is ridiculously whack . Your life sucks so you hope mines suck too .. YOU ARE TO COOL !!.

:)

W.I.B.U.2:Ivory Davis; the artist & B.L.V.D ;the band

wibu2 means what i been up to lol .. just didnt wanna type it all up there lol

Okay well Im band manager for B.L.V.D now and yayyy so souped. They had a coffee house on April 17th and I was overwhelmed with the talent they have . Like maybe its nothing for some people but its dope to me because over here theres no one really on a smooth r and b , jazz , funk , soul feel. Everybody tryna be a rapper lol. So anyways I was like OMG u guys should do this , and OMG u guys should do that and iv was like iight youre now the band promoter. So yea , then For the next coffee house which was on May 1st .. I did flyers / table thingys ,and stuff like that so the band manager was like shes band manager .. HOW FN DOPE LOL . So now im pretty much tryna build their name up. Im almsot starting their foundation up because althought they are a very good band they werent really set up to get them anywhere. I gotta set up a photo shoot, studio time , get them gigs ...pretty much make people say I NEED B.L.V.D IN MY LIFE lol.Every wedding , festival , concert and all that jazz WILL want them to play at their event . Or atleast they will when TASH is done lol jp.So yea thats that ..

OOOO PLEASE DONT MIND THIS MINI ADVERTISEMENT ---- IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW NEEDS A BAND , or DRUMMER THAT SPECIALIZES IN R&B ,FUNK , JAZZ, NEO-SOUL ,REGGAE , POP , GOSPEL , ROCK .. AND ANYTHING ELSE YOU CAN THINK OF CONTACT ME --- SERIOUSLY!!!
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Ive also been working with Ivory on the artist level . Im trying to get his name out there to in the music world . Hes a dope ass drummer so why not. He doesnt play just drums he plays music .. Think about that last line , theres def a diff in the 2. Anyways he's able to teach you and also play without the band if only a drummer is needed .
Things get frustrating as hell because its like I have to do my research in order to make things happen with them because I am def new at this.At times , or more times than I would like it seems like i bust my ass only for them to just be on chill mode but w.e I guess I gotta have patience. Mandel told me its not giving up , if youre simply leaving a bad situation . He has a greeeaatt point with that but I'm a trooper . Ill "give up " when i absolutely cant take it anylonger..

What I have been up to::T Squared

Okay well Tash has been quite busy lately . IDK if i put a post up about my organization but heres a lil snippet about it . Im trying to start an organization called T SQUARE and its basically helping whatever and whoever i can somehow. No offense to anyone over seas but it just seems like alot of organizations help over there. Im trying to mainly help the rural areas of the U.S because there are alot but the media and everything else just covers up those situations .
Anyways my main goal is to satisfy people . I want to be able to turn this into a huge non profit organization one day atleast by the time im 30 which gives me about 10 yrs and 2 months .I would like to help public schools that barely get any government assistance somehow even if its bringing the schools cases of crayons or something , idk . I also want to make sure I bring a music aspect to as many places as I can . Like the school i went to from pre-k up until 8th grade only really had a choir.Its a private school and im almost sure we got no govt assistance since its private . That means the music aspect of the school was SHOT!. Thats cool but no . I want the kids to be able to join a band or something from one of the local schools.Like for instance , Ivory is band instructor and all that good stuff all around Paterson , so why not help the kids somehow join it. The place to practice is in walking distance from the school . Thats one thing ive been working on . Wish me luck you guys , its def not easy!

My weekend

This weekend was pretty good . Friday night my friend Quiona hit me up or whatever we tried to get into this party but got DENIED lolso we drove around literally . Fun night . We even went to the fire station the fire fighters was lookin like WTF lmao ..Yesterday was pt 2 . Me , her , sha sha , and anthony went out to eat and bowlin .It was supposed to be like 10 more lol but theyre lame but w.e .Still had fun People was thinkin it was a double date im like NAHHH homie lol. Esp the waitress at Grand Luxe. Im like MS .... WE ARENT TOGETHER.AT ALL!! lol. Anyways good times..

dont mind the hat lol.. its not mine (atleast not until i buy my own) i think i look dope with them on.. OOOO and i kno some ppl are gonna think somethin . I SHAVE UNDER MY ARMS LOL (its a shadow)lol ...

hair

So I'm on my way to work its 7:48 and I feel like discussing my hair. Okay so yesterday I decided to get a new flat iron .I just had some lousy conair ..well not lousy cuz it did what I needed it to for awhile (like a yr ) anyways I go to sally beauty supply and I'm like what's a good flat iron for aroun 80 or so ..She decided to not answer the question and start dianosing my hair . Like my hair look hit ..it was flat ironed but like stated b4 it was time for a new one . And the humidty was somethin crazy so yeahair looked hit ..

she proceeded to tell me how I have. Breakage and all this other shit . I'm like mkay so what do u suggest . (I kno I have breakage I'm workin on it btw) .. she suggest a product but they don't even have the ish so I'm like mkayy thanks . Then she proceeds to tell me how the back of my hair is shorter in the back from breakage..NO HONEY its shorter in the back from scissors dumbass. Like damn I'm like well ima get some aphogee 2min reconstructor and be on my way ..she's like noo that's not good for your hair . That's if u have a brazillian straightner.. now I'm like wtf r u tlkn about ..maybe she's right but like don't say NO u can't get that like .It worked b4 back in august when I was usin it but I never bought anymore but whatever.. she's like ya hair is very dry also I'm like well actually its not I let the dummy feel it then she's like oookkk wow .so I'm like mmhhmm. I don't get it lol .. anyways needless to say she got on my nerves aanndd I didn't buy anything .. iddiioot

but on a good note i cut my hair on may1st ..then cut it a lil more on may2nd lol so its a lil longer in front and short in the back.. a bob ..lol... i do have breakage im workin on tghat pics comin soon..

why i havent been blogging.

KINDA SUCKS ACTUALLY.I feel like i have alot to blab about but no words are ike forming in my brain to actually write a blog .. Im def gonna come back later today (hopefully) and cover some topics:school , summer 09,work ,my hair ,my bod,bad promoting , my organization and so on... oh wells toodaloooo until then :) ..twitter.com/_tash89_ :) follow me ... ill do the same :) lol .. peace