Out with the OLD ..In with the NEW

So it's New Yrs Eve and I must say that this yr has been quite uhhhhhhhhh dramatic . I met a lot of people . Some are still in my life a lot of them aren't . I realized that I let things bother me to easily . My patience level is very low. I learned that I care to much about things or people that may not necessarily care about me . Im ready for the changes I am going to make. Well , maybe I'm not ready for all the changes but I am ready to let go of all the negativity in my past. Out with the OLD , In with the NEW.

I spoke to Iv about where we stand today . There are no more mysteries to me and him . He spoke his mind , I spoke mine and that's that . I appreciate everything that was said , and the conversation overall even if some of it did have me feelings some type of way . He was real with me and that basically all i could really ask for . I like that we spoke on so we aren't bringing in the new yr with pointless drama. We both know how each other feel and we go from there :) ..

I was also told that on looks from a 1 out of 10 with 10 being the best I'm a five maybe a six ( when I'm not trying at all .. just raggedy ponytail ,no type of makeup not even lipgloss..just careless mode) but overall a nine.That's understandable and I cant even be mad at that because it is definitely true. I am growing up and I'm trying to present myself as a yound women . So i need to look good all the time , or atleast show that I do care about myself and look presentable. I know what I need to work on and nine times out of ten I could care less.I was later told it was a joke but i still feel like I need to improve on this .. that was my inspiration.

My plans for this yr are :
to stay tune with myself.
Show confidence at all times
Dont let anything or anyone get to me , especially the ones who I feel isn't really worth it .Even if the person is worth it , don't let the person stress me or bring me down.
Learn to take a chill pill.
Treat others how they deserved to be treated.
Stop arguing so much .
Find a way to have patience .
Stay true to me .
Stop complaining so much , and let minor things that won't really matter slide.Eat healthy and get my body right . Not just the body but my mind ,and soul to .
I need to keep my word .
I also wanna go to atleast two places far from here
Go to a few concerts
Have a car , and apt .

These aren't new yrs resolutions at all .. They are things I always feel I need to work on .I need to grow daily. I dont want to take step backwards by arguing so much , or by being so defensive . I dont want to bring peoples spirits down when I talk to them . I want them to actually want to hear from me. I also need to know that I need to love me , and realize that if I dont love me first , then how could anyone ever love me for me ?How could I love someone else? I def. need to find happiness within me before I try to find happiness with anyone else. I need to also become an ear. I have someone listen to my problems but I notice I never really genuinely an ear. Im discreetly self centered , and I need that to stop right now.

This post isn't to go on about how bad of a person I am . It is just for me to look back on this next yr sometime or even exactly a yr from now and hopefully Ive frown drastically .

I want to also thank and ppreciate the people that are in my life.Tiara I love you , you're not always there when I need you but as I told u many times before u are there. Tamara.. Me and u have got to be the ppl or friends but don't think our friendship is departing anytime soon , we grow apart but someone always get connected again .
Amber , you are my heart . When u hurt .I hurt .when you're happy im giddy as hell loll . I love u and our insiders and I love that you're my mini me lol .. U ever need me u kno what to do ..Jade we gotta see each ther more often lol but I kno you're always a phone call away .BINK FN
BINK .Quiona like I said on 27678489 times. U balance me . You look at me like hell no and I already kno what it is . I never really see u get hyped for anything but that keeps me calm and collected where as u kno id be on some jumping off the walls ish . Stephhhhhhh we go through it
all lol . We argue and get at each other like everyday but no love loss, I love u dude ."that is true" You let me be real and say whatever I want while everyone else would probably be like yo stfu lol ..but I love u for it :) ..schmikster .. We go wayyy back like cooked craxk lol This yr been o.d extreme for us (to me) but I love it ..I love u schmike .. I kno u tlkin to someone now but if she hurts u ill kick her .Make sure she knows that lol. Ivrito you just really came into my life not to long ago and maybe this is "o.d" :) of me but im reallllly glad you're here . Everything has definitely not been all peachy and infatuated between us but I think we both grow from it. We have had a lot of good times , plenty of bad but wtheck we always work something out and I feel like we build from it . Idk what's in store for me and u ,but im willing to find out (hope u r too) just alwayssss keep it real with me no matter what:)...

my mind is constantly millions of miles away . Lately I wonder should I be there, is it right ? This may be forward but at times it seems like that's where my soul is . Wherever it is , its capturing my heart and making a home .I dream of this place I know nothing of .I just know its a land opposite of mine. Where even if I feel wrpng, the wrong will make itself right .. Idk if im making sense but I don't want to be in jersey . I see me smiling and feeling all warm 10000000000000000 miles away somewhere even just for a little while ..

Oh well I think I have confused you all enough with this blog that went in a huge circle,hopefully I didnt though. Until next time .HAPPY NEW YRS..!!!!!

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idiots

I ABSOFUCKINGLOUTELY HATE IDIOTS.... if you just got offended by that first line then youre probably one of them . I dont mean to come at anyone wrong , or i dont even mean to be writing this but its my blog , and the purpose is to state whats on my mind.Anywho, for the longest ive been letting shit slide , beat around the bush with things and letting s things go . I snap at the people who care about me , while I treat the people who could care less about me do whatever the fuck they want . Look you are a ROYAL PIECE of shit . TOP OF THE LINE CRUD!.I dontt know how else to say it . All I ever tried to do was be cool with u , then u lie and all this other b.s for about what 2 yrs now ..EH you are to freaking cool for me.I let ya dumbass slide , letting u back in my life constantly because i just knew u was a "great friend" .... FCK U lol..AND YOU ...u will reap what you sow for real. They tell u to treat others how you treat them , NEGATIVE CAPTAIN. Im gonna treat people how I feel they deserved to be treated because me treating them good and all this other b.s is definately not working . People get so much handed to them that they act so dumb when they actually ahve to do stuff.LIKE DUMBASS U DO HAVE TO WORK FOR WHATS YOURS. YOU HAVE TO MAKE AN EFFORT TO KEEP THINGS. Eh! I guess some people realize when they realize that they arent always gonna be breastfed anymore.OHHH and as far as relationship goes... im not saying i am the best girlfriend out there but i do try to keep what i want . I know I do to much and other women would be like wtf is wrong with you but im only thinkin the same about u so ...stfu ...sorry this blog was all over but whatever . I hate IDIOTS.

Day After

So i wrote 2 post about how much i wasn't in the spirit and all this other stuff , guess i was wrong . I never really got in the spirit but yesterday was definitely a great day. I went to work . I know that sucks but time and a half is what it is lol . I was definitely not complaining at all . After work I went by my aunt's house where the family was gathering and everything .I was expecting chaos like every other year ,but to my surprise everything was actually good . My family is the type that smiles when people around but cut off each other's throats any time after that

.I looked pretty good last night if i say so myself . The older people had stuff to say because my fanny was showin lol but ehh whatever. The gifts I gave made everyone laugh ,and reminisce so that was good. I thought they was gonna turn up their noses to it because not much was spent. Seeing that I put a smile on alot of faces I was okay . I saw my amb chica which was also great .. We took hella pics Me ,Amb , and Ash wore santa hats we were hot lol .. ATTTTTT(INSIDER LOL) ... Iv came over I was actually pretty nervous lol.. He knew Amb's dad which was cool too. All in All i had a great Christmas. :)

UGH CHRISTMAS

Like I said before , I know im supposed to be all happy and ish but omg 12:01 came and got ultra sad.like about to cry , fighting back tears sad UGHHHHHH!!Maybe because I know my family will never be what a "normal" family will be . Or maybe its because I know no one ever thinks to actuallly get me anything that Ill remember ... HMMM! Maybe its because I almost always feel unappreciated and never really get the love or affection i feel i deserve .. I feel happy as hell for those who have that warmth within them , and feel appreciated and have that family there for them. Im sure its an amazing feeling . I hope everyone is safe today , get everything they wish for ... stay with good health and happiness . :)... IMA TAKE IT DOWN .. ULTRA SAD ..

The Grinch

I love the Grinch and make sure i watch it every yr but this yr everything seemed so different . Maybe because I was analyzing it way to much but its hilarious ..

somethings i realized : Cindy's bangs are dope
The grinch himself is hellllla dramatic
He couldnt stop the sleigh from fallin but he could pick it up lol
His heart was beatin ultra hard to be able to see this through the shirt
When they sing the last song arund the dree its hilarious lol he says FAAA WHOOO HAAA WHOOOO the whole time
he has a mohawk
and he wears no pants

maybe im a lame o but this is hilarious lol

Where Are You Christmas?

I got the inspiration for this title from the Grinch and from Tamara's status . Anywho I really wanan see the grinch a.s.a.p .ive seen ti evey year since forever lol . I love the movie , and sometimes i actually feel careless and heartless like the Grinch and deep down inside im loving and caring .

I havent been hit by the Christmas spirit bug at all...I mean I bought presents and all that jazz but I dont feel like Christmas is what its supposed to be . I mean its supposed to be to loving , and all of that with joy and laughter but im ultra sad. I feel like im almost putting on a front . I see peoples decorations , and trees and kids getting happy as hell because they think of Santa and I wish i had that cheer. I wish i was in Bermuda somewhere lol sippin on an apple martini or something to get my mind away . It also sucks because I dont think im gonna get either of the 2 gifts I wanted on my list tomorro ..:( OH WELLS I HOPE I SNAP OUT OF IT A.S.A.P....

Until later... HAPPY CHRISTMAHANNUKWANZAKAHS ..

OKAY SO AKOOP JUST TOLD ME ITS ON SO YAYYYYY BOUT TO GO WATCH THAT

12*23*08

Today was quite an interesting day .Woke up early to go to nyc with Quiona . I absolutely love that place. so much action , something to do all the time, and the pizza is great YUM YUM IN MY TUM TUM. So I met up with Schmike , His friend Trent , and Broke Man...(JUST PLAYING I FORGOT YOUR NAME :/ ).. So I had it in my mind that I probably wasnt gonna get the tattoo today . My Schmols wanted to come but couldnt . I was mainly pricing ,because I didnt wanna go all over nyc just to pay the same where i was at . First guy said 80 but i didnt click with him . Like everything was cool but idk . Then we walked around , went in the huge ass macys , chilled in McDonalds ,went to a few other stores then im like wait its like 220 i want my tat .. it was calling me lol/ Nervous excitement came over me big time.

THE NEXT SECTION IS KIND OF A RATING OF THE PLACE ....before

So we was about to go on the train and im liek this sucks its only one tattoo place in the area (the one i went to the first time) , I wish it was another one close .Schmike looked up and was like its one right there called Black Fish.. YAYYYYY!!! LOL. So we went in and it was pretty cool. It was jewelry and accessories on the bottom , and the clothes and tatto place on top . But it was like a lil boutique type thing with urban clothes. Like not a actual store. I liked it . The decor was weird. It was deer head and stuffed squirrels and ish liek that . So i ask the guy the price and stuff and he was like 80 im like coool beans . The place was ultra clean , so i was like give me a minute tohave a group meeting. I got my friends input on it or whatever they gave it 2 thumbs up well 4 in this case , so that was cool for me . Then we each looked in a book to see his work and everything was nice, and on point. The lines were extra crisp . The Tattoo guy made you feel ultra comfortable. He didnt rush u , when i told him to give me a minute he said cool no problem , where as when i said ill be right back in the other place the guy was like we can do it now .. I dont like when people rush stuff like a tattoo , this will be with you forever sometimes u need to think ya kno ?So yea anyways , he let schmike and qui go in the room and actually record it the place with my first tattoo was like in a closed room with only a mirror lol but whateva. I originally wanted it on my neck but i asked him questions and he let me know that the neck stretches and it can wear out .I like that he told me he coulda been like get it where u want and thats that.All in all it was great . The tattoo didnt hurt . It actually felt good at times. A weird feeling . It feels good at the same time there's a pain . IDK BUT I LIKES LOL. ..It was ultra fast . Like about 20 minutes total.

So I was ultra gassed today until my cousin annoyed the hell out of me afterwards but anyways . I saw my Schmike , and Quiona and I havent seen them in a minute.. I love them .. Here are some pics... Ate this ish in like 3 minutes tops lol...sooo yummy

Massive Passion

I have this massive passion for something. It makes my heart whole. I need it , dont know what to do without it .I wake up , eat , start my day , end my day , go to sleep , take a shower , do everything else with the thought of it. Its part of my daily routine. I dont know where it came from , I do know its never going to leave.It does disspoint me at times but I get over it . I hear it and my mind is calm , i can relate soooooooooo much to it .Whether good , bad , sad , or even dangerous ... we go through it together.I hear it when its at its most harmonic and i seriously shed a tear. Hearing how in depth it goes is amazing to me .Knowing that with a slight change its almost completely different ,makes me more intrigued about what else it can do.I have a thing for it . .Eases my mind. Relaxes my body .I don't do drugs but I do get a high from this. Loves me , and I love it back . It does what it has to do for me . Like I said before I dont know where my love for this special thing came from but I do know it is never going to leave.

Reminder..

So Im just marking Iv's words lol. Hopefully Spring or Summer of 09 ill be able to use this car. Take Iv to work,do what i gotta do and just pick him up . He said put a system or something in it which isnt a bad deal if i can use this sexy black on black on black on black car lol.. Soooooo yea lol .. This post is just for a reminder,because people like to forget stuff lol..:)

12.19.08 1/2 lol

Okay sooooo only half of the day (well a little more) has passed sooooo here goes. Today is going smooottthhly so far. No stress , no worried. I have everyones christmas gift down. Most of them are from the heart .. Thats rare as hell these days because people think if youre not spending hella cash on them then it isnt worth it but guess what F U lol .. im putting myself through college and Im giving gifts that should make any person with any type of decency say aww because its from the heart , and u can keep and remember it FOREVER...Im contemplating on changing the huge ass pic on my blog but some people like it sooo maybe not .. It looks like im in deep thought , and when youre writing your brain is in deep thought soooo it goes together somehow . Today my cousin did the cutest and funniest thing . Well not really but anywho .. So his dad was shoveling around here or whatever and I see him crying . So im like why u crying , he like its to cold im like thats why u not outside . So then he still crying. Im like sooo u wanna go tot he store , TEARS DRIED UP ULTRA FAST .. Im like wait wasnt u just crying , he looked at me with the saddest eyes and said yea i wanna go to the store. KODAK MOMENT . lol soo cute ..lol

I CANT WAIT TILL TUESDAY . i think im gonna get my tat . YAYYYYYYY!!! I dont wanna give what it is away just yet , soooo youll have to stay tuned lol. But yea I have the perfect place for it , it means something to me . I know hella people probably have it but I love it and I can see this on me 90 yrs from now . Thats some things to consider when getting one , in my opinion . I think : hmmmm am i gonna want this 5 - 90 yrs from now ? Hell am i gonna want it the day after i get it ? Well it get all saggy and looked deranged if my skin stretches the slightest bit ? Is it in a spot that I can still get a professional job?

I know this blog is all over the place but so is my mind... My brain is like 1000000 miles away .. FOR REAL . I DEFINATELY DONT WANNA BE IN JERZ RIGHT NOW ... Its snowing which is pretty but its hella nasty outside. People are driving dumb as hell using snow as the excuse . Half of these people cant drive when its dry and sunny outside so ehhh .Ill post pics on the magnificent yet disgusting snow... Wellllppp off to works now.. I gotta put this blogger on my phone so when im pissed the f off at work or when i see something or when im just having my random thoughts i can just put them here.. so thats def on the to do list.. :).

And Just Like That

And just like that its gone????.

My exact feelings right now are ........ Idk how to explain it but i kind of feel lost. I know my blog has been looking sad lately but my emotions are all over the place. Thats crazy because now i just feel emotionless, empty and almost lost . Like you do something that you think will help the situation , or better something but then it flips the script and does the exact opposite of what u wanted.Thats crazy . I hate to feel like this ,I dont want things to be done just like that . Options and Choices ... FUCK EM lol . fuck the options and fuck making choices . (pardon my language)when u want someone thats all that matters.I go after what I want .It totally sucks , and yet again it feels like theres no one to turn to . Just yesterday I was saying how I want Iv for Christmas and today im on this emotional downfall because theres a huge chance we're done . UGH! wthell ..Hopefully things will work out and we will both realize that . everything works out in due time i guess, or thats what they say atleast ............:(

Hancock

Hancock has been on my mind for a good part of the day for some "insanely weird" reason lol. Just like in Hancock (sorry if youve never see it )it was cute because he had a connection with the lady , they met before and it was weird to see the person again . They never stopped connecting and somehow they always found a way back to each other to connect again . I would imagine that it is the weirdest feeling ever to connect with someone or feel like you've known someone for forever or that you've met them previously ,but in actuallity the person is a complete stranger and there is no way you really have met the person .HMMMMM ...I CAN NOT GET HANCOCK off my brain , and i only have the movie on my ipod and online . I think i might just go buy that later on today . I NNEEEEDDD to see it lol like RIGHT NOW lol

121608

Its 12 16 08 and i havent posted a blog in a lil while :( .. i hate when i do that lol.. Anywho here in Jerz its snowing .. its pretty to me . I mean the clean up isnt cute but the snow on the trees and cars is good (until u gotta get up ultra early before work to clean if off lol) . Work was pretty slow today , and i got ultra annoyed with these group of teenage girls that came in there. Like being loud , ghetto , and extra allllll the time isnt cute. There was no reason for them to come in the store screaming about how cold it is . Im sure everyone feels itlike wtheck cool it .literally.They came in there with pjs and no coats .. one chick had on no shoes walkin around . Im like ummm whatever makes u happy . She musta said omg i only have socks on about 6 times. Like homie .. everyone can see that sweetheart just relax...

Anywho Sunday I thought my world was gonna shatter lol. I know thats kind of dramatic but it felt like i had a mini breakdown . All my emotions were pouring out to Steph and Schmike .. they probably think im crazy now but heyyyy they love my crazy ass. Idk how to handle life at times , and sometimes it gets to the point of WHO AM I ? .. I wanna be that girl that I was in the summer. Real , holding my own , STRONG .Not letting things get to me . IDK what happened from that time but ive changed. Im still who I was but not completely and that kills me . At times it feels like NOOOO one is there for me and that hurts worse . Its like sheesh hella numbers in my phone with no one to call type of thing .School sucked this semester. Maybe because last year i went to a completeelly different environment .Nuns walkin around type school , and this yr its more like highschool. I had no reason not to not be focused i just really wasnt . I was more focused on the two lame -os in the corner talkin about what they ate for breakfast a week ago . Im still passing and everything but ehh next semester i haveee to do better. My fam is alwways on some other shit. Like they always been against me for what . I dont kiss their fannies so i guess thats why . Ehhh F em lol ...!! not down for anyone phony even if they are related. Iv... ::sighs:: Iv is great , things could be better but things are definately improving. He makes me smile (well have something in my eye ::insider::) , he makes me feel great when i talk to him , even if we arent talking about anything , i also feel new with him , idk how to explain it but it feels good . Hopefully feelings are mutual but ehhhhhh time shall tell ..I want him for christmas lol along with an ipod lol. But as stated beore things sucked major ass on Sunday night . I couldnt get in touch wiht self . I was crying letting everything out oh wells.... SIGHSS I WILL OVERCOME THIS.

UPCOMING EVENTS/THINGS TO DO:: Schmols comes back yayyyy , im getting a tat on tuesday hopefully i can not wait ... gotta get a job , register for classes ,and find myself . Get a hobby.. register for gym . Get a new wardrobe.. SIGHSS..

Random things that happened this yr.

Okay so I got this idea from somewhere online and it was remembering one thing u did each month this yr .. so hmmmm here goes...
Jan-I cut my hair.I went to S.C , took my mind off of a recent breakup i had ..came back feeling good up until Valentines day lol..Also chilled with schmols and tamara ( ♥ Miss T)alot. We went skatin one time and tamara got mad cuz some old ass man kept tryna skate wit her.. THAT ISH WAS TOOOOO FUNNY !!!Didnt go to school this semester..Amb ,Quiona,my mom , my uncle , and Ambs fathers b day
Feb-Valentines sucked lol , I think I went to work because I wanted to take my mind off of not having anyone to share the day with ;( lol..Then I manned up and realized I dont need anyone to make me happy . A new attitude came , and I kind of looked at things in a broader perspective instead of thinking the world was out to get me .I also remember getting great advice from my lil brah...(thanks shavoy!)
March-Was a verryyy boring month , not being in school was ultimately sucking major ass lol.Found myself letting people take MAJOR advantage of me . I learned alot about some guys ,and some of that being alot of the guys i met didnt mind being a rebound because they felt they was gonna get some .. LMAO FOOLED YA ASS !!! New Manager at my job .. THE STORE WENT DOWNHILL FROM THERE ...,and i was wit mr lousy himself..:(
April -Tamaras b day ...we suprised her .. she got mad thinkin we was leavin her but it was to get her a birthday card.. her face was priceless. we got her to try on all her clothes and we told her they were for my cousin Amb (iim just m3 and thats what..) which is weird because is like my body size and weight and shape and everything else .. tamara is completely diff. SO LOUIS V WE GOTCHA LOL .Also Stephys b day
May- I registered for summer classes just because I was dumb bored.. Thats about all i can remember lol.
June-Schmols b day .. We went out to eat at Grand Luxe Cafe (me , quiona , tamara and schmols). It was hilarious . Tamara had this baby crab cakes, tiara lil ass had a mountain of food , quiona was eatin patrick from spongebobs house and i was eatin these messy ass quesidillas. Our waiter kept us rollin .We went to tropicals which was a failure lol.We also went to Dorney Park which was a crazy day it rained on and off all day but we still managed to have mad fun of course. It was downpour for a good 30 min. and we was under this huge umbrella sleeping and looking sexy as hell lol.. LMAO . seriously tho . I started school again this month.
JULY -my birthday month , and also the best one in my eyes. We went to NYC for mine.It was a bad day until we got there. I was down allllll day . kept saying "its my mother fn birthday i cry if i fn want to " tiara and tamara seemed to get laughs off of that lol i didnt see ish funny lol.Me , tamara , and tiara came up with names to use lol ,mine=chanel , Tamara = LOUIS V , Tiara =Gucci lmao .. Crazy cuz we used the names and the dummys we met were believing us . CLOWNS. I use chanel as my alter ego nowI also went to S.C which was pretty cool.I got my belly pierced .
August- Got a tat with the schmols , saw Schmike :), was in NYC alot this month .Met these lame -os that swore they were hard .This guy had a belt around his neck with "diamonds" thinking it was cool" NEGATIVE CAPTAIN .. we went back a week later saw the same guy witht he same outfit on (belt included) ...The fun died down everyone was back at school :(.
Sept-School started , and so did stress. I met I , cut loose from lousy one. I felt refreshed this month.
Oct- Feelings got cheeto man crazy for a certain someone lol , I learned alot about myself this month . I feel like i grew alot this month .Iv Bday .
Nov-Nothing major happened in this month except me taking place in history and voting for OBAMA and he won ..YAYYAY!!!, the same as october pretty much . I felt like I was beginning something new . I still dont know what it is but it feels good. I regained my independence . I feel like Tash again . Schmikes bday
Dec-Its only the 9th and not much has been going on . I feel like something good is going to take place but at the same time i feel like I am holding myself back from letting it happen . I feel stagnant in life irght now . To smart for where I am . Im trying to find out whats going on , and why i keep feeling the way I feel . Its weird ...
So far this yr I believe Ive grown . I realized many things happen just to happen , and if their is a reason for these things happening maybe im not realizing it yet or maybe the reason didnt come to light yet. I met alot of "bad" ppl that did nothing but cause stress and heartache but i also met people ive grown to care about so that was a win win situation . Jackasses in my life left but only to let better people come in. This yr has been a pretty decent yr , but of course its not over yet :)

its a tag survey

Yayyy so i have to edit this because i didnt kno i got tagged but . GlamourMeUp tagged me (check out her page)..
1. Where is your cell phone? On my lap , neverr far away lol.
2. Where is your significant other? at home , i think lol.
3. Your hair color?brown i suppose
4. Your mother? cleatis ... i love her shes in the bed sleeping.
5. Your father?at home chillin iguess
6. Your favorite thing?pasta , ice & grape juice..my schmola ,my schmike, my few friends and of course my bebito. :)
7. Your dream last night? no clue to be honest.
8. Your dream/goal? to retire at 35, to have love , to be happy and healthy
9. The room you're in? my madres room.
10. Your hobby? texting :),bowling ,blogspot, youtube ,chillin .
11. Your fear? being lonely and always unhappy .
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? i want to be close to done with getting my masters , and pretty established in life,and for me and schmolz to have our store up and running.
13. Where were you last night? chillin
14. What you're not? im not patient, and a list of other things
15. One of your wish-list items? ipod touch
16. Where you grew up? Passaic County NJ .
17. The last thing you did? hang up the phone
18.What are you wearing?cant exactly say lol
19. Your TV? Judge Hatchett.
20. Your pet? dont have any .
21. Your computer?on the table 23. Missing someone? yep u could say that
.24. Your car? is non existent right now lol
25. Something you're not wearing? jeans?
26. Favorite store? ummmm idk
27. Your summer? was bleh.
28. Love someone? no not at the moment , i have to learn to love myself more first.
29. Your favorite color? blk
30. When is the last time you laughed?probably yesterday , or earlier today with my ma.
31. Last time you cried?a few days ago.
32. Are you a bitch? at times
33. Favorite Position?WHATTT?the ti lmao ::insider::
34. Favorite Past Time? music
35. Are you a hater or a lover? Lover.
37. Are you genuine or fake? genuine... i try to be real with everything all the time.
38. Any Vices?i think that means faults .. over caring , over thinking , worrying to much , trying to take on to much , letting people take advantage .
39. Pro Life or Wire Hanger? well since u put it that way Pro life
.40. McCAIN or OBAMA? Obama.
41. Pro Plastic or Natural?natural iguess
42. Dream Job? to become stable , to have enough benifits to help Africa , to be able to retire at 35 , and for me to be my own boss ..
OKAY THE PEOPLE I TAG ARE:
A Gorgeous Geek
iim just m3 and thats what..
My Life
Sentrell ♥
♥ Miss T